Well first I had a warrant and didn't know and got arrested the day before mother's Day I spent two and a half months in jail. The boyfriend I have at the time is very mean he's an alcoholic he drinks a half a gallon to a gallon of whiskey a day I was kept pretty much like a prisoner was not allowed to have any friends not allowed to do anything go anywhere. Well now the page has shifted he is now in jail and he'll probably be there for a while in the meantime I'm left all alone with no means of support at this very moment his mother paid his light and gas bill for as long as I've known him for years now and she decided to stop when he went to jail but I got to disconnect notice on the 16th of December for the 18th of December which was fine but she never sent it here for me to even see. Also yeah we had a very good friend so I thought we had a vehicle well it was too large and took too much gas for me to drive I have to live in it so I was going to sell it so his best friend so called wanted to buy it and we made a verbal agreement and he backed out on it and only paid me $500 which at the time I paid the bills that were due. he got a motorcycle helmet from me which was at $800 helmet and paid me $30 and said he'd pay me more later as all he had in his cash app never said anything about it I went and did a day's work for this man as well and supposed to come back and pay me he never did. Finally he told me to be ready last Sunday get ready for church he had friends that help people for Christmas that's what they do write a list of everything I owe and be ready well I kind of felt like everything he's told me has been such a lie but I had so much hope still that this was true so I got ready had my list ready I have not heard one word from the man. In the midst of all this my youngest daughter who's a little person has a contemplation had my first grandchild and now my daughter is paralyzed I have yet to be able to travel to Little Rock to see her and the baby and I'm just devastated about everything I'm just devastated I can't make it right now even if I got a job today a full-time job I can't pay everything that's due I'll be living with no lights no gas no food. And to top it all off I've been feeding the stray cats around here in the back of our yard for about 4 years there's about 20 of them and it's getting harder and harder each day to feed them and it's breaking my heart because I don't know what to do at this point