I am 5 years sober and I am so glad that I made the choice to make the changes in my life that I needed to I wish I would of never had to go through what I did I wish that I had never put myself in that situation that I put myself into I hurt some many of my family loved ones I promise one thing I will never do it again I have to much to live for and I can’t hurt them that I hurt before because they need me in there in there lives and I know that I am strong women and I am going to do what’s right for myself and the people that love me and want to never have to see me like I was 5 years ago and let them down