Chrissy...We were so excited to be able to attend your wedding to Josh. I know it was very eventful in many ways! I was thankful that you felt well enough to carry on with the ceremony in your own way. 11 years have flown by but now they have come to a halt. I know how much you love Josh and he loved you right back. I cannot imagine the pain, loss, and loneliness you feel. It's a nightmare you can't wake up from. Hold tightly to the memories and keep them in your heart. You will see Josh again in heaven. We are assured he will be waiting there for you because he also loves Jesus. Praying you can draw strength that only God can provide. Please remember, 'The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.' Psalm 34:18 Lean on your family and friends. We are here to help you through. Sending love and hugs, Linda Jessup